Monday 27 December 2010

Turn your head

Sometimes when we are faced with certain perspectives we become overwelmed by what can feel like an unstoppable impulse to turn our head the other way, we simply cannot be bothered. And the irony is that, ignoring these issues it's not a relief, quite the contrary it can sometimes feel like a burden for two reasons - one that we are incapable of dealing with what needs our attention and two, we don’t actually solve the problem.
So after several piles of issues and a stiff neck, I decided that, I would tranform this feeling of annoyance which made me turn my head away and make this signifier an indicator that I need to take action inmediately, quite straight forward really. I chose to do this because I started changing, i developed as border line procrastinator dissorder.
Needless to say that the relief was greater than Iever imagined, after several words with myself - I was actually beginning to get things done. After a few days I just had to think - does It annoy me? If the answer was Yes, then I got up, (let me be honest that I did sometimes take some internal convincing before the habit developed) it was like rewiring my brain with my hands and legs, after a while I became addicted to the satisfaction I received.

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“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be?”
by Marianne Williamson from A Return To Love: Reflections on the Principles of A Course in Miracles